really felt fucked up man. has a major prob ystd following din's rewang yet i got no one to share to, just keeping all the shit to myself. and i felt so pressurised man, all my rp mates bring their partners to the wedding and as usual, ive yet got anyone. CB, they kept asking me and all i could offer them my answer is im studying ah jack. and when we lepak at the void deck they sat with their respective partners and i have to sit alone. nice maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan.

and i dread the holidays so much, just rite now i woke up at 9 and then got up to eat and then slept again and so i pretty much just woke up rite now. at least during my exams ive got sth to worry abt then some petty shitty thingy. fuck lah, fuck this world man, ive nv felt so fucking lonely as this and felt that my world is darker than the black hole itself.