SOS

what the fuck!
for the first time in my entire life, i cried- bcoz of studying!
ive nv cried bcoz of studies B4, but this- the stress, is just too overwhelming for me. i mean, ive experienced stress b4, but this- wOw! its like a whole entirely different magnitude! My brains are experiencing 10.0 on the ritcher scale!
Damn it. For the past 5 weeks, all my weekends are burnt- didnt go out, didnt chill out, just stuck at home - STUDYING!
and my one of my friends fell sick after too much studying. and the other threw his hp in anger. and another punch his own face.
AAARgggHHH! im losing it maaaaaaaaaaaan!!!!