hurray! I celebrated my first year of my army life on the 6th of september 2007. and at this exact time next year (2008), i will be celebrating my 2nd and the LAST anniversary of my army life. HURRAY!!!! im halfway there...
ookay, lets see about my life. the most important is of course my Traffic Police driving test on feb next yr. so hopefully, i'll be obtaining my driving license b4 my ORD.hah! ystd was my first practical lesson, and luckily, as ive been test driving (illegally, of course) the rover at my camp, driving a normal car is much much simpler. but anyway, my instructor was much more interested in talking to me (and my army life in particular) than to pay extra instructions to my driving.
and of course, my e-prep. it's like an incentive MINDEF gave us NSF to upgrade ourselves with skills or certification, which of course, i'm very very interested in. To me, NS is a total waste of my TIME and ive been more interested in gaining skills like my driving and e-prep than to rot in the green uniform.
and yar, i've finally learnt to enjoy life as being single. of course, at first seemed very very hard for me,and i need to find a replacement fast, but now, as i looked back, i was thinking, 'what the hell?'. look man, no heart to make or break, and i am finally free! hahaaa! what the hell, she said she is not willing to have a new bf, and then look at her now, she's currently attached with a new bf and 'i do not expect this to happen too' shit really hurt me at that time but NOW, hey, again, 'what the hell?'. walk YOUR talk, dude! if there's only one thing i regret in my life, it's only to get to know her, and sacrifising almost everything for the relationship that WOULD'NT last.
so now, it seemed that im chasing this girl, i dun even know myself, i was thinking if i get her then i do, if i dun then so let it be stuff, and im afraid of hurting her again. and her NIE stuffs really bore me to death! so i think i prefer to be single afterall, and unlike her, i really MEANT it! maybe after NS lah...
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