shucks man, kheleev goin to office really suck. im gonna lose a friend goin to and off camp everyday. its not that we're gay or wat, but i really do appreciate his presence. i just prefer to have a small group of special friends rather than big clamps of not-so-close friends; and that i saw in hasyali and him.

i've even made a pact with him to protect each other. 'i'll watch ur back, and you'll watch mine', and really, that was the exact words i said, and he agreed. in my environment, its a living jungle, so u need reliable individuals to survive.

even tried to persuade him to stay in sentry, as he is disgusted with the idea that diploma holders should hold such an appointment. c'mon lah, its ur decision NOT to go command sch, and when ure posted here, just lan lan suck thumb lah. wat im trying to say is, live with ur decision. but anyway i feel appreciated that he'd asked me to tell staff for me to go office, but some things just couldnt be done.

the last 3 days had been extremely boring for me if i didnt play void deck soccer with my bros. next time, i dun think i want any off, only so if i wanted to save on my transportation fees. but then again, going back to camp is another matter.

i dun understand also why lately a lot of those contractors ask when im goin to ORD. really excrutiating when i have to tell them that it'll be more than one year still to escape from army. really envy those who are goin to ORD this month or the next, but luckily my previous guard com instills some sense onto me: everybody's got to ORD, its only a matter of when, its just that u enlist earlier or later.

but then again, quite fortunate to enjoy the $50 increment in allowance, something that the present ORD personnel cant get to enjoy. HAHA!